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April’s fools

I All our traumas sat around the table to dine courteously and with crooked smiles (too civilised for their own good). They exchanged words superfluous and untherapeutic. They drank until it was late and memory appeared to dissolve into nothingness. II Sometimes even after all this time, when the restaurant is empty and the music has stopped, I hear them trying to re-emerge from the surfaces that surpassed them the flowers that outlived them the lights that fooled them – intoxicated and vindicated by no one – into the shadows. I ask myself, sometimes, what will happen if they ever escape the shadows only to find that the dining table has since been replaced and most of their torturous attachments have ceased to be? What hidden and unresolved traumas will we have then? April 2024, Athens. Photograph: March 2024, Loutropyrgos.
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Room with a view

  Your wild eyes I picture them devouring the landscape as if the landscape was made to be by your needs consumed. Your wild eyes rest at night whereas mine check the lights, and the clouds, and the stars if they are in place or if by some monstrous doing they have now moved. The view this view the landscape bring peace to my mind my senses except for the eyes that keep looking even when closed and abandoned under the sun. When is quiet and when the winds stop when all the scents in the atmosphere are of the water the water that has poured and the water to come then all that is to see from this room with a view is the lighthouse the firm end of the land the piercing light in the dark longing to be discovered. March 2024, Syros.

Before

I shouldn't have said a word to begin with. Because words hit like waves against coastal cliffs; they make an impression and then retreat to the their chaotic origins – be it sea or sin. 26 Jul. 2020 Photograph: Thessaloniki, Oct. 2023

Midwinter

  Christmas lights shine outside otherworldly and insecure. The island is now farther away amidst the sea withdrawn someone on it standing still. Too early for blossoms and too late for regrets, the winter progresses. Jan/Feb 2024, Athens. Photograph: Gülhane Parkı, Istanbul; Jan. 2024.

Bosphorus

In their cracky voices the seagulls talked – they truly did talk – about things that parted continents and seas. The crowd moved in a mass dance a choreography of nothing momentarily interrupted by streetcars. And the waters howled underneath they howled like a heartbeat soon (any moment now) to cease. Souls passed me by; some lost some wandering and some mine. Jan. 2024, Istanbul.

The withdrawing

  Cold shimmer – winter takes hold of your hands like an old, devious friend. Your hands are frozen, you wake up. Dreams, reflections in the subconscious twice-mirrored objects at midnight past. Nothing lasts but time. Shadow selves take over trying their luck. Hollow are the stories to be told, hollower the bodies hollower their moves hollower the looks of what is to be/come. You scream at midnight past, yet sound has died. November 2023, Athens. Photograph: moon meets Jupiter in the night sky; 1 Oct. 2023, Samothraki.

Clear light

In the clear light I breathe you in. You are gone and you are here. You are carried in the leaves even when flowers die; you are carried in the years. You let me go and I drag you back in the moments of the years. You are gone and then I breathe then I move then I think; you are the last journey and the first one anew. We are here. 3 November 2023, Athens. Photograph: Moves of the light; Kipoi, Samothraki, Oct. 2023.

White & black

  The covered market not busy yet not busy ever. The shops that are closed today and tomorrow. Outside, a jam stretching the meaning of existence. Distance - or the day shall not pass. Distance - or who otherwise breathes? The skyline crisp and clear but for the planes passing above our heads. Look, I can touch this or maybe that one. Look now, what happens with the clouds? I catch one and feels like a breath. Look - what happens after that? October 2023, Thessaloniki.

Time

  Warm earth homecoming warm body a storm beyond the sea warm hands – your hands are warm at summer’s end. Your hands are warm amidst the ashfall your hands are real. Warm earth cold water  – the goats descend . Sept. – Oct. 2023, Kipoi, Samothraki.